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Saturday, August 07, 2010
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on tumblri signed up with tumblr so i can reblog (and i love it!). i've had twitter for more than a year now. typing140 characters is easier than to write a whole blogpost.still keeping this blog in case something interesting comes up and i want to blog about it =)
Posted at Saturday, August 07, 2010 by heysheena
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Monday, July 12, 2010
i took another personality test.two years ago my result was analytical thinker but now it's different: Dreamy Idealists are very cautious and therefore often
appear shy and reserved to others. They share their rich emotional life
and their passionate convictions with very few people. But one would be
very much mistaken to judge them to be cool and reserved. They have a
pronounced inner system of values and clear, honourable principles for
which they are willing to sacrifice a great deal. Joan of Arc or Sir
Galahad would have been good examples of this personality type. Dreamy
Idealists are always at great pains to improve the world. They can be
very considerate towards others and do a lot to support them and stand
up for them. They are interested in their fellow beings, attentive and
generous towards them. Once their enthusiasm for an issue or person is
aroused, they can become tireless fighters.For Dreamy Idealists,
practical things are not really so important. They only busy themselves
with mundane everyday demands when absolutely necessary. They tend to
live according to the motto “the genius controls the chaos” - which is
normally the case so that they often have a very successful academic
career. They are less interested in details; they prefer to look at
something as a whole. This means that they still have a good overview
even when things start to become hectic. However, as a result, it can
occasionally happen that Dreamy Idealists overlook something important.
As they are very peace-loving, they tend not to openly show their
dissatisfaction or annoyance but to bottle it up. Assertiveness is not
one of their strong points; they hate conflicts and competition. Dreamy
Idealists prefer to motivate others with their amicable and enthusiastic
nature. Whoever has them as superior will never have to complain about
not being given enough praise. As a Dreamy
Idealist you are one of the introverted personality types.
Therefore you prefer a quiet work environment where you can intensively
deal with your responsibilities and are not disturbed by too many people
and repeated distractions. You need a lot of time to dwell on your
thoughts, to put them into words, and let your ideas take shape.You
are grateful for a certain measure of order and structure because they
secure the time to achieve this so you can deal with one task after the
other and not have to juggle a number of responsibilities at once - you
don’t like that because it is important to you to deal with things
thoroughly. Your capability to concentrate is unusually great and very
often you become engrossed in something and forget everything around you
- even to eat and drink.Nevertheless, because you are very
adaptable, congenial and interested in harmony and cooperation, you
enjoy working together with others. A neighborhood that requires the
ability to assert yourself and where direct confrontations are the order
of the day is not your optimal environment. In order to permit you to
fully develop your ability you need an environment that is as stress
free as possible. If you can’t get that you soon suffer, because you
take critique and negative feedback very personally.You enjoy
the opportunity for exchanges with other people you value and whose
capabilities you respect but in this case remember the motto: Better
less than more; better a few “hand picked” colleagues who truly move on
your wavelength. It is best when you share the same high ideals and
important objectives and together can fight for the same good cause
because then you are truly in your element. If that is not the case, you
do better by largely working by yourself because you belong to the
personality types who can do that very well and don’t necessarily have
to depend on others in order to come up with good results. These
special aptitudes predestine you for all working environments where the
issue is conceptualizing, problem solving and developing new ideas. You
are very creative and well able to go beyond the paradigm and choose
original and unusual ways that no one before you even dreamt about. Even
in complex situations, and facing difficult tasks, you confidently keep
track because you are good at intuitively understanding the entire
picture and extrapolating improved opportunities and development
potential. Your sense for detail and the practical is less developed
which occasionally leads to somehow chaotic operating methods and pretty
lax contact with what you see as “bean counting.”As
at work, Dreamy Idealists are helpful and loyal friends and partners,
persons of integrity. Obligations are absolutely sacred to them. The
feelings of others are important to them and they love making other
people happy. They are satisfied with just a small circle of friends;
their need for social contact is not very marked as they also need a lot
of time to themselves. Superfluous small talk is not their thing. If
one wishes to be friends with them or have a relationship with them, one
would have to share their world of thought and be willing to
participate in profound discussions. If you manage that you will be
rewarded with an exceptionally intensive, rich partnership. Due to their
high demands on themselves and others, this personality type tends
however to sometimes overload the relationship with romantic and
idealistic ideas to such an extent that the partner feels overtaxed or
inferior. Dreamy Idealists do not fall in love head over heels but when
they do fall in love they want this to be a great, eternal love.Fantasies, dreams, and ideals, play an important role in your life. In
your heart, you carry visions of a better world where the wolf plays
with the lamb, and the creeks carry milk and honey. Naturally, this also
applies to the subject of love. You are absolutely convinced that your
perfect other half with whom you can merge into the perfect oneness,
exists somewhere in this world. You are obviously aware that this
extraordinary gift won’t just land in your lap, but you are willing to
wait for a long time and sacrifice a lot, if necessary, to reach this
vital goal. “Per aspera ad astra,” or “Through the night to the light,”
is your motto. As all Idealists, you tend to raise your chosen
partner up on a sky-high pedestal - especially at the beginning of a
relationship. Essentially, you have excellent insight into human nature
but when you are in love, you obviously throw all of that out the
window. That can be the only explanation why you aren’t able to see even
the smallest blemish on this person. “Idealizing” does not even begin
to describe this process, „idolizing“ is probably closer to the truth.
All the way up there on that pedestal, your partner is probably already
getting dizzy and asking him/herself what he/she has done to deserve
this unconditional adoration in the first place. But then, who would not
like to see him-/herself mirrored as the perfect person in the eyes of a
loving other? On the other hand, it is a real challenge to meet
your ideal of love and romance in everyday life. Sooner or later, you
are going to be disappointed to find out that you haven’t gotten a hold
of an angel nor a superman, but just a normal person with all the
inherent strengths and weaknesses. Now the question is, can you love
your partner as he/she is and not as you would like for him/her to be?Adjectives
which describe your type: introverted, theoretical, emotional,
spontaneous, idealistic, dreamy, effusive, pleasant, reserved,
friendly, passionate, loyal, perfectionist, helpful, creative, composed,
curious, obstinate, with integrity, willing to make sacrifices,
romantic, cautious, shy, peace-loving, vulnerable, sensitive,
communicative, imaginative
Posted at Monday, July 12, 2010 by heysheena
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wheew! 1 year and 3 months since my last blog!so what's happening? i ran the milo marathon! it has always been my dream to join the milo marathon. and finally after 23 years i had the guts to do it. i ran 5k. my time was one hour. doesn't matter though because i was able to finish the race - the most important thing!
i have been working for 2 years now as a nurse. (imagine that!)i'm turning 24 in a few days. a year older, and wiser?!there was an eclipse early morning. and i forgot all about it because i was engrossed with the world cup. i'm not a fan but hey, viva espana!just like my last post, i had a haircut. didn't have it rebonded though. just cut it short. bleh.cause it's not looking good.sidenote: funny cause in my last post, i said "new hair, new blog". fastforward to now, i have a new hair and i'm itching to blog.. =)i'm excited for friday! will be going to bora! haha =)who watches flash forward? it's a smart smart show. i hate that it got cancelled!oh and thank you for "term paper" for commenting on my last post. i didn't think anybody read this. thank you so much =)
Posted at Monday, July 12, 2010 by heysheena
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Sunday, April 26, 2009
wow, i haven't blogged for a long time - will start blogging again, i think. hope somebody cares enough to read my stuff. a shout out to my cloe friends!woo hoo! 0_0
what's happening?
> my 15 year old brother is playing taylor swift's love story on his ipod. i swear he has played that for 1000x already! enough!
>ow, anoop got cut in AI. he really has a nice voice kaya sayang. but someone has to go so... anyway, im still happy cause kris allen is still in. hurray for him!
> just wanna be with you is playing on the pod. highschool musical ost always puts me in a good mood :)
> i have to go to work tomorrow, and im a least bit excited to go. sobrang tinatamad ako.
> i won something. can't spill the details yet till its finalized. i hope things work out for the best though
> was watching mtv kanina. an eheads tribute was on. gosh, i remember watching the final set last march - the best concert ever! i have to get my hands on a dvd copy! i want to relive it! shout out to mtv! release a copy, now na! =)
> i chopped my hair 2 weeks ago and i had it rebonded yesterday, so it's really a new look for me. hair's still a little limp, so i'll just post pictures when it gets volume. and im thinking of getting a haircut again so i'll post my new hair together with the new layout for this blog. new hair new blog. hehehe
Posted at Sunday, April 26, 2009 by heysheena
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Wednesday, August 13, 2008
dropped by the dentist to get my braces adjusted.unfortunately she had one of my molars pulled out. and she pulled out a healthy tooth. i'm a little pissed and i really hope she knows what she's doing. ayokong maging bungi ah.
site's bleeding.and i'm literally drinking my blood. it tastes salty,got to have my sodium checked. i feel like i'm one of the cullens. yeesh.
Posted at Wednesday, August 13, 2008 by heysheena
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Monday, August 04, 2008
i'm a self-confessed spoiler fanatic! i always want to be the first to know. so what if it's only a spolier. ok lang yun. thanks to wiki, i know na breaking dawn's plot without even having to read the book. though i'm still gonna read the book. ofcourse, i need to read the dialogues. hehe!
Posted at Monday, August 04, 2008 by heysheena
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Wednesday, July 23, 2008
22 years old!wow! i survived! and life's ok right now. there's still some missing pieces pero i'm kinda satisfied with what i have right now. i cant remember the last time i felt so so lonely. of course there were down times pero it's nothing compared to those times during my teenage years - waah. teenage years. im not a teen anymore. nasa -ty na ako. gosh.
anyway i like to thank my friends who came last sunday. i know it was super short notice.kaya im so touched that you all came.thank you so much!

thank you to mercy!- my host for the evening. im not good at coordinating and hosting events like this ( as i have discovered last sunday) pero merks was a natural. she was so good at it. thank you talaga! =)

"The rest of your life is a long time and whether you know it or not it's being shaped right now. You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate or bad luck or bad choices or you can fight back. Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world, that's just the way it is but for the most part you get what you give. Let me ask you all a question. What's worse: not getting everything you wished for or getting it but finding out it's not enough? The rest of your life is being shaped right now with the dreams you chase, the choices you make and the person you decide to be. The rest of your life is a long time and the rest of your life starts right now" - haley james scott (one tree hill)

peace! =)
Posted at Wednesday, July 23, 2008 by heysheena
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Saturday, July 19, 2008
My phone’s clock says 23:55. but the tv clocks says 23:43. since the tv clock’s more accurate that means I have exactly 17 minutes to enjoy my youth-my being 21. in a few minutes, I will be 22. pass the debut age even for guys. I try to think of what I have become in the 21 years of my existence. I was hoping my life would flash itself before me, not that I’m in a dying state or anything. I just wanted to know who, what have I turned into. But mind’s just blank. I wish this was just writer’s block – a pathetic excuse, but how can you have writer’s block when you’re not even trying to type but instead were thinking of your life? Sure I have accomplished things that made my parents proud of me. I’m a college grad, I have a stable job, but have I done anything? Anything worthy? I try to justify my existence as I try to remember the times I go buy food to give to the homeless, or the times I become a good daughter and help my family pay our dues. But then I think of all the money I spent on clothes and coffee. I wish I could take a full 360 degrees and help do something creditable, something like what morrie was talking about in his Tuesdays lectures. But I have nothing. actually there’s a lot going though my mind but I know it’s not easy-doing those things. Maybe I should plant a tree first to get started? Or write a book? I haven’t written a book, but I’ve blogged for a couple of years, inconsistently though, but does that count? I've always wanted to be a good daughter,a good friend, a good sister, a good Christian, but it’s so hard!
Phone clock says 0:18. tv clock says its 0:07. gosh, I missed the minutes. Because I was sulking here. I should enjoy this day right? I should just think of happy thoughts. And tomorrow, I’ll be the mature one. today, I’ll be the kid. The kid who wants to blow the candles and be the first one to get the flower icing from the rectangular cake.
And with that, I greet myself a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

Posted at Saturday, July 19, 2008 by heysheena
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i'm very sleepy right now, but i don't want to sleep.
i woke up very early today. 6:40 am to be exact. considering i slept late last night, past 1am i think. i was reading new moon (2nd installment of the twilight series) when I got really sleepy at page 123 thus i dozed off. the minute i woke up, I got the book and started reading page 124, I didn’t put it down until i finished to the end. And it was quarter to 2 already. quite a feat actually because the book- was so dragging. angel kulot was right, it's not really that good book, although it posed some questions and theories that were very intriguing, it did not compare to twilight. There was no adrenaline rush nor excitement (well except for that one part where bella comes home and expects Victoria to be there, - I felt really scared, though I almost drop from my seat when I found out that it was alice) though I also did feel something in the pit of my stomach when the tourists where entering the chamber, eerie I must say. But, looking at it as a whole, the book was all about Jacob and bella. And except for lupin, I never liked werewolves. So I guess you could feel my outmost dislike to this book. I cant wait to read eclipse now. New moon spoiled everything for me, kelangan bumawi ang eclipse.
anyway, on other news, there’s this idea that has been floating in my mind for weeks now. i haven’t started putting it to writing though. I keep getting writer’s bloc every time I start to type. I wish I have a voice recorder ala felicity so I could just record my thoughts and put it into writing later. My cellphone doesn’t have a voice recording feature- I know, it sucks. Yeah but what can I do. I’m broke, so hopefully the idea stays on my mind until I get the motivation to write.
In the meantime, I’ll just surf the net. It sucks that my birthday is tomorrow and I don’t have any plans for today or tomorrow. I feel like I lead a sad sad life. I’ll think of something later siguro. Hopefully.
Posted at Saturday, July 19, 2008 by heysheena
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Friday, July 18, 2008
analytical thinker -definitely me!
Analytical Thinker (AT) what's your personality type?
Analytical Thinkers are reserved, quiet persons. They like to get to the bottom of things - curiosity is one of their strongest motives. They want to know what holds the world together deep down inside. They do not really need much more to be happy because they are modest persons. Many mathematicians, philosophers and scientists belong to this type. Analytical Thinkers loathe contradictions and illogicalness; with their sharp intellect, they quickly and comprehensively grasp patterns, principles and structures. They are particularly interested in the fundamental nature of things and theoretical findings; for them, it is not necessarily a question of translating these into practical acts or in sharing their considerations with others. Analytical Thinkers like to work alone; their ability to concentrate is more marked than that of all other personality types. They are open for and interested in new information.
Analytical Thinkers have little interest in everyday concerns - they are always a little like an “absent-minded professor” whose home and workplace are chaotic and who only concerns himself with banalities such as bodily needs when it becomes absolutely unavoidable. The acknowledgement of their work by others does not play a great role for them; in general,they are quite independent of social relationships and very self-reliant. Analytical Thinkers therefore often give others the impression that they are arrogant or snobby - especially because they do not hesitate to speak their mind with their often harsh (even if justified) criticism and their imperturbable self-confidence. Incompetent contemporaries do not have it easy with them. But whoever succeeds in winning their respect and interest has a witty and very intelligent person to talk to. A partner who amazes one with his excellent powers of observation and his very dry humour.
It takes some time before Analytical Thinkers make friends, but then they are mostly friends for life. They only need very few people around them. Their most important ability is to be a match for them and thus give them inspiration. Constant social obligations quickly get on their nerves; they need a lot of time alone and often withdraw from others. Their partner must respect this and understand that this is not due to the lack of affection. Once they have decided in favour of a person, Analytical Thinkers are loyal and reliable partners. However, one cannot expect romance and effusive expressions of feelings from them and they will definitely forget their wedding anniversary. But they are always up to a night spent with stimulating discussions and a good glass of wine!
Adjectives which describe your type introverted, theoretical, logical, spontaneous, rational, analytical, intellectual, sceptical, pensive, critical, quiet, precise, independent, creative, inventive, abstract, eccentric, curious, reserved, self-involved, imaginative, unsociable, determined, modest, careful, incommunicative, witty
These subjects could interest you literature, science fiction, philosophy, psychology, mathematics, Internet, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual things, meditation, music, writing, strategy games, politics
Posted at Friday, July 18, 2008 by heysheena
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