wow, i haven't blogged for a long time  - will start blogging again, i think. hope somebody cares enough to read my stuff. a shout out to my cloe friends!woo hoo! 0_0

what's happening?

> my 15 year old brother is playing taylor swift's love story on his ipod. i swear he has played that for 1000x already! enough!

>ow, anoop got cut in AI. he really has a nice voice kaya sayang. but someone has to go so... anyway, im still happy cause kris allen is still in. hurray for him!

> just wanna be with you is playing on the pod. highschool musical ost always puts me in a good mood :)

> i have to go to work tomorrow, and im a least bit excited to go. sobrang tinatamad ako.

> i won something. can't spill the details yet till its finalized. i hope things work out for the best though

> was watching mtv kanina. an eheads tribute was on. gosh, i remember watching the final set last march - the best concert ever! i have to get my hands on a dvd copy! i want to relive it! shout out to mtv! release a copy, now na! =)

> i chopped my hair 2 weeks ago and i had it rebonded yesterday, so it's really a new look for me. hair's still a little limp, so i'll just post pictures when it gets volume. and im thinking of getting a haircut again so i'll post my new hair together with the new layout for this blog. new hair new blog. hehehe

dropped by the dentist to get my braces adjusted.unfortunately she had one of my molars pulled out. and she pulled out a healthy tooth.  i'm a little pissed and i really hope she knows what she's doing. ayokong maging bungi ah.

site's bleeding.and i'm literally drinking my blood. it tastes salty,got to have my sodium checked. i feel like i'm one of the cullens. yeesh.

22 years old!wow! i survived! and life's ok right now. there's still some missing pieces pero i'm kinda satisfied with what i have right now. i cant remember the last time i felt so so lonely. of course there were down times pero it's nothing compared to those times during my teenage years - waah. teenage years. im not a teen anymore. nasa -ty na ako. gosh.

anyway i like to thank my friends who came last sunday. i know it was super short notice.kaya im so touched that you all came.thank you so much!

thank you to mercy!- my host for the evening. im not good at coordinating and hosting events like this ( as i have discovered last sunday) pero merks was a natural. she was so good at it. thank you talaga! =)

"The rest of your life is a long time and whether you know it or not it's being shaped right now. You can choose to blame your circumstances on fate or bad luck or bad choices or you can fight back. Things aren't always going to be fair in the real world, that's just the way it is but for the most part you get what you give. Let me ask you all a question. What's worse: not getting everything you wished for or getting it but finding out it's not enough? The rest of your life is being shaped right now with the dreams you chase, the choices you make and the person you decide to be. The rest of your life is a long time and the rest of your life starts right now" - haley james scott (one tree hill)

peace! =)

 My phone’s clock says 23:55. but the tv clocks says 23:43. since the tv clock’s more accurate that means I have exactly 17 minutes to enjoy my youth-my being 21. in a few minutes, I will be 22.  pass the debut age even for guys. I try to think of what I have become in the 21 years of my existence. I was hoping my life would flash itself before me, not that I’m in a dying state or anything. I just wanted to know who, what have I turned into.  But mind’s just blank. I wish this was just writer’s block – a pathetic excuse, but how can you have writer’s block when you’re not even trying to type but instead were thinking of your life? Sure I have accomplished things that made my parents proud of me.  I’m a college grad, I have a stable job, but have I done anything? Anything worthy? I try to justify my existence as I try to remember the times I go buy food to give to the homeless, or the times I become a good daughter and help my family pay our dues. But then I think of all the money I spent on clothes and coffee. I wish I could take a full 360 degrees and help do something creditable, something like what morrie was talking about in his Tuesdays lectures.  But I have nothing. actually there’s a lot going though my mind but I know it’s not easy-doing those things. Maybe I should plant a tree first to get started? Or write a book? I haven’t written a book, but I’ve blogged for a couple of years, inconsistently though, but does that count? I've always wanted to be a good daughter,a good friend, a good sister, a good Christian, but it’s so hard!

Phone clock says 0:18. tv clock says its 0:07. gosh, I missed the minutes. Because I was sulking here. I should enjoy this day right? I should just think of happy thoughts. And tomorrow, I’ll be the mature one. today, I’ll be the kid. The kid who wants to blow the candles and be the first one to get the flower icing from the rectangular cake.

And with that, I greet myself a big HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

i'm very sleepy right now, but i don't want to sleep.

i woke up very early today. 6:40 am to be exact. considering i slept late last night, past 1am i think. i was reading new moon (2nd installment of the twilight series) when I got really sleepy at page 123 thus i dozed off. the minute i woke up, I got the book and started reading page 124, I didn’t put it down until i finished to the end. And it was quarter to 2 already. quite a feat actually because the book- was so dragging. angel kulot was right, it's not really that good book, although it posed some questions and theories that were very intriguing, it did not compare to twilight. There was no adrenaline rush nor excitement (well except for that one part where bella comes home and expects Victoria to be there, - I felt really scared, though I almost drop from my seat when I found out that it was alice) though I also did feel something in the pit of my stomach when the tourists where entering the chamber, eerie I must say.  But, looking at it as a whole, the book was all about Jacob and bella. And except for lupin, I never liked werewolves. So I guess you could feel my outmost dislike to this book. I cant wait to read eclipse now. New moon spoiled everything for me, kelangan bumawi ang eclipse.

anyway, on other news, there’s this idea that has been floating in my mind for weeks now. i haven’t started putting it to writing though. I keep getting writer’s bloc every time I start to type. I wish I have a voice recorder ala felicity so I could just record my thoughts and put it into writing later. My cellphone  doesn’t have a voice recording feature- I know, it sucks. Yeah but what can I do. I’m broke, so hopefully the idea stays on my mind until I get the motivation to write.

In the meantime, I’ll just surf the net. It sucks that my birthday is tomorrow and I don’t have any plans for today or tomorrow. I feel like I lead a sad sad life. I’ll think of something later siguro. Hopefully.

Analytical Thinker (AT)
what's your personality type?

Analytical Thinkers are reserved, quiet persons. They like to get to the bottom of things - curiosity is one of their strongest motives. They want to know what holds the world together deep down inside. They do not really need much more to be happy because they are modest persons. Many mathematicians, philosophers and scientists belong to this type. Analytical Thinkers loathe contradictions and illogicalness; with their sharp intellect, they quickly and comprehensively grasp patterns, principles and structures. They are particularly interested in the fundamental nature of things and theoretical findings; for them, it is not necessarily a question of translating these into practical acts or in sharing their considerations with others. Analytical Thinkers like to work alone; their ability to concentrate is more marked than that of all other personality types. They are open for and interested in new information.

Analytical Thinkers have little interest in everyday concerns - they are always a little like an “absent-minded professor” whose home and workplace are chaotic and who only concerns himself with banalities such as bodily needs when it becomes absolutely unavoidable. The acknowledgement of their work by others does not play a great role for them; in general,they are quite independent of social relationships and very self-reliant. Analytical Thinkers therefore often give others the impression that they are arrogant or snobby - especially because they do not hesitate to speak their mind with their often harsh (even if justified) criticism and their imperturbable self-confidence. Incompetent contemporaries do not have it easy with them. But whoever succeeds in winning their respect and interest has a witty and very intelligent person to talk to. A partner who amazes one with his excellent powers of observation and his very dry humour.

It takes some time before Analytical Thinkers make friends, but then they are mostly friends for life. They only need very few people around them. Their most important ability is to be a match for them and thus give them inspiration. Constant social obligations quickly get on their nerves; they need a lot of time alone and often withdraw from others. Their partner must respect this and understand that this is not due to the lack of affection. Once they have decided in favour of a person, Analytical Thinkers are loyal and reliable partners. However, one cannot expect romance and effusive expressions of feelings from them and they will definitely forget their wedding anniversary. But they are always up to a night spent with stimulating discussions and a good glass of wine!

Adjectives which describe your type
introverted, theoretical, logical, spontaneous, rational, analytical, intellectual, sceptical, pensive, critical, quiet, precise, independent, creative, inventive, abstract, eccentric, curious, reserved, self-involved, imaginative, unsociable, determined, modest, careful, incommunicative, witty

These subjects could interest you
literature, science fiction, philosophy, psychology, mathematics, Internet, drawing/painting, astrology, spiritual things, meditation, music, writing, strategy games, politics

dapat bang pilitin ako kung ayoko?

karapatan ko na bumoto o hindi.

sana irespeto nila yun.

Sham - a word that means pretense, fraud, deception

but to a ten year-old boy, it means

ricky: uhm, 9 (siyam)?

What the?! haha!! i love my lil bro =)

in a few hours i will be at the hospital to work again

i know i should be excited but i'm not. it's not that i hate my work, i love what i do but i need to finish lots of things, like study for nclex, clean my room - but i cant because i have to go to work.and when i come home in the morning, i'll be too tired to do those things so i'll just sleep instead and when it's time to wake up it's time to go to work again.

no time to do my stuffs

it's really frustrating

how i cannot managed my time..

but i'm just too damn tired

=(